When I play a Bach suite from memory, is that the same “memory” philosophers argue about?
I play cello in a chamber ensemble and teach children. This spring I memorised the third Bach suite for a recital, and something happened on stage that I keep thinking about.
Halfway through the Bourrée my mind went blank. I could not have told you the next note if you had paid me. And my fingers simply kept going. They knew exactly where to go. Afterwards I realised I had three completely different kinds of "remembering" in my head at once:
- I remember the first time I heard the suite, on my teacher's old recording, in her small flat.
- I know that it is in C major and that the Bourrées come after the Sarabande.
- My hands know how to play it, and apparently they know it better than I do.
I have been reading a little about the philosophy of memory, and the arguments seem to be about whether memories are stored or reconstructed, and whether remembering is like perceiving or like imagining. Which of my three kinds are they talking about? Is it even one thing?