Can you be a good person in a role that sometimes requires you to do bad things?
I served twenty-two years in the army, the last part of it on the DMZ. I am not talking about atrocities. I mean ordinary things the role required: enforcing a punishment I thought was disproportionate because the regulation was clear, sending a capable young sergeant on a duty I knew was pointless and risky because the order came down, keeping silent in a meeting where silence was expected of a major.
Each time I told myself that a good officer does this, and that being a good officer was part of being a good man. Now I'm less sure. People who study moral injury describe exactly this: the damage done to a person who acts against their own sense of right in the course of doing a job well.
Aristotle asks in the Politics whether the virtue of a good citizen and the virtue of a good man are the same, and as far as I can tell his answer is: not always. MacIntyre distinguishes practices, with their own internal goods, from the institutions that house them and can corrupt them. That helps a little.
My question is open. Is there a coherent idea of goodness in a role that can come apart from goodness as a person? Or does every role eventually present a bill, which you either refuse to pay or pay with part of your character? I would like to hear from people in other professions too.