Eighteen and on a gap year: should I read the philosophers themselves or an introduction first?
I finished senior high school in Jakarta this year and I'm taking a gap year before university, which my parents call wasting time. Last month I read al-Ghazālī's Deliverance from Error, his account of his crisis of doubt, and I haven't stopped thinking about it. It was the first time a book felt like it was arguing with me.
Now I want to read more and I'm stuck at the start. Some people say: read the primary texts, Plato, Descartes, the Analects, and struggle. Others say: read a good introduction first, or you'll misunderstand everything and waste months. I've tried both. Plato's Republic lost me in Book I. An introduction I borrowed was clear but felt like reading the menu instead of eating.
Is there a right order? How do people who are good at this actually learn? I have about ten months and a library card.